I have been thinking about what I would write today....Thursdays are long days...and today was a good one. Got to be in a training on stress..it went well...then in group tonight it went well...just worry about the ones who don't know if they want it yet....only time will tell.
Missing mom lots today but distratced. Not much to say today...not much going on....hope this weekend is fun and goes slow....lol
more later..not much happening now...
Laura
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Day One....May 26, 2010
Never done this before...but I feel I need a place to write. A place to get things out and typing is so much faster then writing....and my therapist wants me to journal, so here goes...
I wanted a place to talk about my mom, kind of like a grief journal...She passed away two years ago last March...She was my best friend...My go to person...my rock. She was a wonderful women who was a very good mom. A good person and I miss her so much....every day I want to call her and ask her things, tell her things and just hear her voice. But I can't and this sucks, sucks so much. And that is were I am at this point, at the, this loss really sucks and I don't like missing her, not having her in my life. So I write as a way to keep her alive in my thoughts and to hopefully help with the process of grief....a process we all go through in different ways, but we have to go through. Grief is not about forgetting but remembering with less pain.
For now I will sign off....have to get the kid to bed and myself too...13 hour work day ahead. Bye for now, hope your day is going well.
Laura
I wanted a place to talk about my mom, kind of like a grief journal...She passed away two years ago last March...She was my best friend...My go to person...my rock. She was a wonderful women who was a very good mom. A good person and I miss her so much....every day I want to call her and ask her things, tell her things and just hear her voice. But I can't and this sucks, sucks so much. And that is were I am at this point, at the, this loss really sucks and I don't like missing her, not having her in my life. So I write as a way to keep her alive in my thoughts and to hopefully help with the process of grief....a process we all go through in different ways, but we have to go through. Grief is not about forgetting but remembering with less pain.
For now I will sign off....have to get the kid to bed and myself too...13 hour work day ahead. Bye for now, hope your day is going well.
Laura
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